Makeshift Panty liner

Oh yeah this is a interesting one.

So I go to bathroom on the casino side and notice oooh I am leaking, damn. So I make a makeshift pantyliner. I used to do this in school. I fold up a piece of toilet paper and put it where the pantyliner should go. Obviously it doesn't stick but it usually stays in place for awhile.

So the whole reason I do this is I need to sit with the printer dude for god only know how long. No big deal right. Well not so much. Stupid face that never put the printer in the room caused me to walk out on to the casino floor. I am walking and feel something on my ass. UMM its the makeshift, as I was walking it is creeping up my butt crack area, oh crap. Is any body going to see it through my pants, like a night time pad? Horrible, so I let printer dude in and go to the bathroom it made it to my back, Seriously, only me, what the F.

So now I have to make a new one and put it further up toward the front so it doesn't happen again, because now I have to go to lunch...dundundun It was okay, believe me I was very aware of it. I am always afraid it will come out my pant leg, Wouldn't that be embarrasing.

Moral of the story. Come on people put tampon machines that don't cost money in for your employees. I get free ones in my office.

I did get a little angry

OMR (old man river) never put the huge 50 pound printer in the patchroom like I asked him to that stupid mother shithead fucker. Serious dude I hate you. I am not even sure if he is competent any more. So when I walked into the patchroom with the printer guy it all came out. Where the F is was Fing printer. I hate that stupid F'er. What the F. Yeah there was more.

But on a better note, I won 50 buckaroos. Well not real buckaroos..are buckaroos little cowboys???

You know $50, from work, too cool it only took 6 f'ing years. Woweewowwowwow, as quoted by Christopher Walken. I have been weirdly getty today, whats the deal.

I haven't killed anyone yet

So I am okay been here for an hour. So far so good. No one has pissed me off. I am in my own little world. I had a granola bar and yogurt for breakfast. I don't know what I am going to have for lunch, I never made my chicken salad. I made the chicken but never finished. I was pooped.

I made Salsbury steak with mashed potatoes and green beans and rolls. Not exactly the best for me but I can't diet. If I have food in the house I eat it. When I go shopping next I buy some healthier stuff.

I should get on my hamster wheel at Cardinal tonight but I won't get off until 8:30. I wanted to sleep in on my fun period day okay. So I have to pay for it at work. Oops.

I will watch Weeds and blog...cool?

Okay I hope my preggie girls are feeling better today.

Bye.

Jacki are you happy...

I hope you are happy this is probably the most times I have ever blogged in my blogging history. \

I guess i had alot on my mind.

Jacki wanted more blog to read before she went to bed so I delivered.
I need to blog more anyways.

Rearrage my stamp room

I will try to get you a picture tomorrow of my stamp/spare/computer/extra crap room.

I need to rearrage it badly. I would work in there more if I had more room. If I had more light. If I had more time.

The bed takes up alot of space and I have a vanity that I do not use. I need more tables. Maybe I can buy my moms, wonder if she would sell it to me. It is one of those hard plastic top tables.

I will keep the blog updated on my room situation and if I make changes to it.

5 things I feel right now.

1. I have cramps I shouldn't have cramps I took Aleve arrrrrrggggggg

2.My nose is stuffy

3.My nails have grown out and look pretty.

4. I have two options for Dinner. Salsbury steak or Ham Steak. These are both Dennis meals I really don't feel like either.

5. Im ready to go home 20 mins. to go.

New Look

I have a new look for my blog I hope everyone likes it. It is different, I needed change.
My last stamp class reminded gave me this color idea.

Make sure you check out my poll on the right.

Long Grove

My mom and sister got into a little argument yesterday. I hope that we all can get along to go on this shopping trip. I really want everyone to be happy and in good spirits. No negitiveness.
I hope they are good I don't know if they are going to call each other. I might have to be the mediator?

Looks like no rain in the forecast but that can always change. I want a beautiful day please, I said please.

I want a new look.

I want a new haircut. I want something that curly and straight both look good. I want to be able to wear it down more. The color is fine. I did alot of blond highlights now I wouldn't mind some dark reds for the fall.

I want new glasses more oval shaped. But I would love to be able to wear contacts all of the time. I need to get some good feeling contacts. Now I want to rip my eyes out when I wear them.

I really want bare esscentuals make-up I am asking for it for x-mas. I have never used it but every one that has loves it and they look great. I am still getting blemishs, come on already.

Getting in shape. Start to wear mediums again and maybe my boobs will lose a little weight too.

Eating Good in the Neighborhood

So I figured that I am gaining my weight back. Here is the thing my weight is my stupid square abdomen. It is long and square and stupid. I want a waist. I have seen people of all sizes have a waist. My pants fall down. Alot of clothes look stupid on me. Sarah has a waist and stuff looks cute on her. Dammit I really hate looking bigger than I am or feel in pictures. Give me a break. I have skinny calves and I love them but my legs are out of wack, my thighs are fat on the inside instead of the outside. And as much as people hate that I would have some curve at least.

This guy on the casino tells me I am waisting away to nothing. Thanks but I don't like the way I look. So I am the only one that can change it so I will. I really just need to know what to work on and I'll do it. If I have a specific challenge it is so much easier for me.

So I am going to the Gym, I am just watching what I eat and maybe eat more times a day (snacks) Sarahs losing weight that way.

I said in an earlier post I want to do something different so I am going to look for a different avenue of working out. i did Kick boxing once. It definately gets your heart rate up .
So I'll let you know when I find out.

Everyone is unhappy in someway about there bodies mine is really my shape. In high school i was a stick and had no boobs. 34B if I remember correctly. Now 38 D's. I would be happy with C's. I look at pictures and I had no idea how I let my body go. No we can't usually go back to our high school figure, but I really want to do this right and have a healthy body.

Crampy cramp cramps

Yeah I started my period and I am really tired and out of it.

Tomorrow is the red zone, watch out!

I am so calm and collected the first day and I wake up the second day and everything i think comes out of my mouth. I mean yeah I feel like my crotch is going to fall off. But as long as I take Aleve I don't feel cramps I just feel crabby and testy.

This is the day that I wish I had a bubble and no one could hear me. I would have a button to talk like a intercom. I wouldn't have to listen to anyones bullshit or stupid comments(I get alot of those at work). I would also have the option to play music. I would start will the first Linkin Park album all the way through the last. Then I might be ready for some calming music. Corrine Bailey Rae would be nice. I just remebered I had that CD and it is missing. Actually I am missing alot of CD's I need to find them. Whatever. I WANT A BUBBLE!

But as of right now everything is okay.

Churkey

I was talking to my sister today talking about making chicken salad and taking the chickens and turkeys temp and because I am a psycho about chicken being done.

I called it Churkey accidently just some more Jenish or Jenisms according to Jacki. She has saved many of mine

OMR

Old Man River has no respect for me and gets under my skin. He doesn't even look at me when I am talking. I have no reason to help him because of his attitude. Until he learns this maybe we can be a shift.

Yeah a overview

Sunday: Finally a day of me and Dennis to go out. It was between traversos and Olive Garden. He chose Olive Garden, it didn't matter to me. I didn't want to make any decisions.

So the day started in Wilmington, we stayed the night instead of driving home the night before. We slept until 12:00, Holy sleep in, unfortunatley I went to sleep about 12:00 am and got too much sleep for me. We came home took a shower and started to get ready. I was already starting to get exhusted already. Finally we were ready and decided to run some errands to get them out of the way. It was a million and a half degrees outside so that didn't help all of the in and out we were doing. Either way finally food we were freaking starving it was like 4:00 already and I had a tiny cookie and some water. I made sure to tell the host exactly what we wanted. Over years of ruined dinner dates we have learned. I asked for a full booth(no some half ass small ass booth) not in the back corner(this is a echo room, horrible you get more than one person talking and you want to kill yourself or everyone around you. So we got a nice booth and enjoyed our meal. There was a kid behind us who screamed for the fun of it so I tried to tune it out. I have been around my share of screaming kids but I just want an hour or two to eat without someone screaming in my ear.
By the time I got half way through my meal I wanted to lay down. What the hell, I was tired as shit. We left soon after and I layed down in the car until we got home. Then I went to sleep for an hour on the couch. Like 12 hours isn't enough. It was relaxing for the most part.

We went shopping at Walmart and picked up Starbucks,yum so I could stay awake.

Picked up the movie The Ex, we like Jason Bateman so we thought it would of been funnier, but they added this stupid drama that could of been left out so I give one and a half stars.

Monday: I woke up around 10:00am and got up so I didn't oversleep again. I just sat and watched TV for a while. Then I saw donuts on TV and had to have some. So off to Dunkin I go. I got a Lemon and a Peanut. I am not a big donut eater either. They were tasty, then I felt to full and wished I only had one.

I had the fun of going to my gyne to work out problems with not getting my birth control. By the way I hate the women in that office. They are mean uphappy and have attitiude they like to put me on hold and never come back, they like to lose my information that put me into a hormonal craziness because I wasn't taking my BC pills. So I finally made the decision to leave that office. can't take it anymore.

Well that led to Walgreeens more fun and still have no pills. I am going to call today if i find time.

I went to see my sister who is in the card making kick. So I brought a bunch of my stuff, a whole freaking box, over there.
We went shopping at Kohls, I just wanted some goucho pants, they must not make them anymore, I couldn't find them anywhere. So I got a pair of long shorts. Then to the shoe section, If I was with Jacki she would of ran the other way or brought her pillow. I hate the fact that shoes don't fit me. So it takes a long time to find shoes. I was in a hurry so it didn't take as long. Now I got shoes they are cute and new and fun and my feet don't breathe. Thats bad for me. so I have to take them back. Boo. I hope I find the same type of shoe but a different style. Sarah has them I just need my size. We couldn't get out of there fast enough.
I was craving Taco Bell, Burrito supreme with extra sour cream. I haven't had that in forever.
We watched bad tv The Hills, first time I had ever watched that. Then we made some cards. She actually made the cards I help with the design and colors.

Tuesday: I woke up and took a walk because my back was hurting. I tooka shower and had just enough time to go to work at Froasty Tips, i stopped at Jimmy Johns and State Farm to make sure my insurance was back to normal. My multiline was taken off but now its back on. I made a point to not go to the Bitch that fucked up my life earlier this year. I worked 12:30 to 5. Jacki, Ed and Mia came for ice cream, yea!!! Jacki was wearing a skirt the lady that she is kept flashing her baby maker, thats funny, baby maker hehe. Mia was running around and enjoyed her ice cream I have pics I'll put on later. I went home changed and went to work out, Holy crap it has been months, I am paying for it I might as well go. It still sucks, I would so rather to kick boxing or yoga or pilates or hip hop. Something. i will look into it and see what i come up with.
I came back from working out starving. So I want chicken and Dennis rarely eats chicken so I can make him Italian Sausage, but i am missing some ingredients. So with 15 mins before Aldi closes I leave my house get to Aldis shop for 10 things and leave right at 8:00 on the dot. i am just that good. Then it gets better I return home to cook three meals at once. Shake and Bake Chicken with Mac and cheese. Fresh Italian sauage green peppers and red sauce and egg salad for my lunch. I was like chef Borordee in that bitch. Dennis helped it wasn't all me, he did some cutting and stirring stuff. I finally sat on the couch and vegged for the rest of the night.

That was my time off not so relaxing I guess, better than last week though.

Song for Jacki and Jayme

I am not feeling great today. My allergies are kicking. So I am talking to Jacki on the phone and we were talking about babies, and how cool it is that Jacki and Jayme are having babies days apart. So Jacki commented that they were humping on the same day.
So enjoy my song I started singing. Picture muppets head movements side to side.

Humping on the same day.
Jacki and Jayme are gonna have a baby.

Check out her blog
Http://www.justjayme.blogspot.com/


Yeah funny huh.