Typical men

I packed up, I'm gonna guess 15 boxes/containers to Dennis's 4. I kept on asking if he was having fun. Every box he opened he had to look in side and check everything out.

I on the other hand, was a Tazmanian devil from the second I woke up. I would bounce around but I just want a yes or no answer keep or not keep and that wasn't happening. So Dennis went at his speed and I went at mine.

I have about 10 boxes that are going to Salvation Army, they are coming to pick it up and come into the house to get it. I am so thankful for that. I thought for sure we were going to have to Haul it. Other things going to Salvation army

The ten boxes so far are filled with misc all over the house stuff.

2 kitchen tables with chairs.

2 wooden Tv stands

Bookcase

Desk

2 round end tables

Dresser

A larger wooden entertainment center

night stand

Insane huh...

Back to work

So that means no packing. Yes.

I get back to work and actually have work to do. Funny Wes goes on Vacation and we get delegated work. Either way I stayed busy and have to projects to work on for the next couple of weeks. Not exactly the time frame that I would like to have work, with the moving and all.

I got free lunch today too, yay. Food is your friend.

I just have a hour and a half to go and home I go to my house full of boxes.

Me and Sarah are going to Jamesons to watch fun karaoke. Me and her have been alot closer since we both decided to move. We need each other.

Other than all that jazz just another day and I am happy that it is stress free for once.

Oh the moving........

Moving sucks, have a mentioned that yet, yep.

Boxes

Duct Tape

Dust

More Dust

Bubble Wrap

Bags and Bags of garbage

Fun In-laws that stress you out

Cats attacking

Figuring what to keep

Being taken over by cardboard and boxes

Feeling like it is "Neverending", just like the story

Realizing the back room is gonna be a bitch

Packing a box, taping in, putting in car to drive to put in new room to unpack it.

What a freaking ordeal.

So conclusion, moving blows.

I went on a blogging spree...enjoy

Yeah so I guess I had things to blog about I just kept going and going just like the energizer battery.

There will be more to come.

Happy things...

I need to look on the bright side more so here is the last couple of days

Margaritas w/ Sarah - Yummy we went to La MEX and had a CHIMI too

Jamesons w/Sarah - two days in a row drinking. We had UV cherry and 7up. Its an adult Kiddie cocktail. It was kareoke with the band. and had a blast doing our version of Joan and Melissa Rivers. Fun.

New Tire/New Light I am glad I don't have to worry about these

Packing/throwing away w/Sarah - we went through my bedroom like a mack truck. She helped me throw things away that I didn't need to keep. She enjoys that.

Being able to sleep through the night last night. It was so nice. And I was all by myself even.

Just some things, I am trying not to worrying too much. Bills are in order for now, the moving is the most stressful thing right now. We got pushed into high gear, so I am just going with it.

Word of the day...

Facade:
1: the front of a building; also : any face of a building given special architectural treatment

2: a false, superficial, or artificial appearance or effect

I usually do the first word that comes to mind, well i was touching my face and the word facade came to mind.

So this word is funny because there is definately no facade here. Everything is out in the open. Do I like it, hell fucking no, do I really have a choice, not so much.

Thinking

Things I think about that aren't going on in my life:

Jayme: I think about her and the family and that new baby coming. I know she will be so happy when he is finally out. I just want her to be happy and not have to deal with her stupid Dr.s

Jacki: Alex has taken over her body and I know she is ready also to give birth already too. She will be so happy when she gets her energy back again.

Mia: She is adorable and the fact that she knows who I am just makes my day/week every time I see her. I am jealous, I want to be 2 again. I know not 2 until June 2nd.

Things I am not thinking about:

Stamping: It is so on the bottom of my list

Working: I don't care about any politics of this retarded job. I just want to come here work and go home, Please workers leave me out of the stupid bullshit problems you are having, I don't care.

Oatmeal

I didn't really feel like my oatmeal this morning. i started to eat it but wasn't feeling it. I could be because of the new medication I am on for Roseaca. i have to take it with a glass of water. So I filled up on water I guess.

My medication breakdown:

Yaz - birthcontrol - well see next month if I feel any better and it is working

Doxyclene - Roseasa - Its an antibiotic and it usually comes with other fun effects on me, I keep on screwing up taking it. I can't take it before bed or laying down.

Duac - Acne - It is this gel/cream and as soon as I put in on at night the squeezes onto my face, and then I wake up with a red face.

As far as my moles I had removed, they are fine, thank god.

The one on my forhead is healing well you can barely see it but it is still red. The one on my side is soooo annoying. Its not in a good place, always itching, and I not sure if it is healing.

So as far as Dr. Appts I am almost done. I need to go back to Dentist and the Dermatologist.

And I started this post on oatmeal, me crazy

More packing...blah

My house is starting to look naked. Boo. Its weird. Even though we rent, we were never really treated like renters in either of our house. It was our house while we were in it. So I was really sad about leaving the first house, I really liked that one. And here I am losing my freedom, my fiance, and my home.

So I made some calls yesterday about donating a bunch of furniture that we need to get rid of.

So I called AmVets, GoodWill and I need to call Salvation Army. I would like it picked up, it would make things so much easier on all of us.

Dennis got a UHAUL for the 29th/30th. I am working a double and I am going to ask Al if he can work it. It will be almost im-fucking-possible for me to be able to do anything. So we'll see.

Everything is off the walls, all of my strawberry stuff in the kitchen is packed and so are my unicorns.

I tried to pack more stuff up but I hate packing little shit and wrapping so it won't break. I was by myself again for the third day in a row. Just getting used to it. Just me packing, procrastination queen, come on I would rather stare at a wall.

So I did get my tupperware packed. I walked in my back room then back out. Not ready for that yet. But we are getting somewhere.

Countdown to big move out is only 7 days away. We are in the house until the 5th, but all of the big stuff is going to be moved out on the 29th/30th. So I realize that I only have freedom and Dennis for a week.

I am telling you this is not hitting me yet. But I am sure it will.

So tonight I am going to move some boxes around and maybe pack something, I doubt it. I'll have Dennis back, maybe.

I kicked ass yesterday

I left work at 4:00pm to go to Discount Tire. My tire wasn't holding air and I didn't need any problems right now. So I got to wait until 6:00 for them to look at it and fix it. I got a new tire out of it so thats worth the wait. I had insurane on my tires, thank god for that.

I called up Sarah and asked her to help me pack.

I picked up my front headlight, this is nessesary i was pulled over in Channahon the other day because of it. You know they have nothing better to do.

I pulled all of my dirty/clean laundry and took two loads downstairs to be cleaned.

We picked up Marchelloni pizza, love it, and got to work.

We started in the bedroom Sarah did the dresser and I did the closet. Alot of stuff got put into Goodwill. We messed around in there with other misc crap around the room.

We moved to the front closet with coats and shoes and winter stuff.

We then moved to the hall closet. All bathroom/hygeine stuff. I threw 90% of it away.

And we also did the bathroom.

We ran out of tape to make boxes so it was getting late and I had Sarah put my headlight in. She knows how it was her car once.

I took a shower and headed to bed to fold laundry and try to go to sleep.

I was fine until 5:00am I started hearing noises and my mind took over as usual. I couldn't be by myself if I wanted to. Its always something.

So that was my fun filled busy day.

Todays word...

I used to do this years ago.

Its a new word or
a word that explains the day or
a word that I came across that I like
or just sounds funny


So todays word is: Mama say mama sa ma ma to sa

If you can't figure it out it is from Micheal Jackson/Rhianna's song

Moving....

I dont' wanta:

Pack

move boxes

move furniture

figure out what is garbage

get rid of stuff we don't want

Landord bringing people through

Clean

Patch holes. Dennis job anyways.

Step foot in back stampin room to start to try to organize

Brighter Side...moving out

Pay off bills

Save

Have money to spend

Get my act together and get a new freaking job

See Lindsay and Mom more

Change, I not a big change person though.

Lose weight, I know wierd, but with Dennis being gone, I'll be bored.

Those are the top things that come to mind.

Saturday...happy things

HMMM this is a hard one.

90's music

get to go home and be off for 4 days

broke down some boxes to take home.

cut pieces for my Monday trade.

These all happen in the second half of my day.

Friday: Happy things

Nice day out, I can't wait for Spring.

Jimmy Johns, went in to eat for lunch.

Talked to Jayme, Yeah I miss her.

All I can remember. Bye

Saturday...bahh

Today was poopy. Everything I attempted to do just sucked. I'm not going into great detail but can I have a damn break.

I am feeling better. I really really want to go home. But I can't. Now that I have music I am happy.

I am telling you food, music and driving fast make me happy. I dont' do the driving fast thing as much any more. But if i am poopy put food in mouth or put music on.

The reason I am was in a poopy ass mood probably was because I could sleep for shit last night. I don't work well in those conditions. It took forever to get to sleep then woke up a 3:00 and couldn't get back to sleep. I guess I fell asleep. When Dennis is not home I cannot sleep without the TV. I decided not to get up early because it would of sucked even more.

Little things bother me:

The Landlord wanted to bring people through the house. Parts of the house are a mess. Like the back room. Back room isn't even able to walk through. My clothes were on the floor in the bedroom. Stuff was just out. So whatever he took the chic through it. I wouldn't want to look at peoples underwear on the floor. I'm over it.

So I cleaned up this morning after no sleep left the house late and the people cancelled to see the house today, AHHH. Again who cares. Over it.

So I am listening to 90's music and just chilling for now.

Its Official

The For Rent sign is up. Our last day in the day is April 11th. We are going to try to be out sonner than that. We'll see. Dennis spoke with the landlord yesterday, he was sad to see us go. We were good tenants. He is even going to give our deposit back. That I wasn't expecting. I am glad Dennis did it, because I have dealt with enough people all ready.

So little tear, no more house of my own. I'll get over it. Having money and getting back on my feet are more important and this month will fly by I'm sure.

Decent Day

Busy with work and personal stuff today. Got in a little late so I will work until 9:00.

Its 5:00 and I would be happy but I just remembered the my boss was staying to talk to the night shift girl. What the F.

Well I will probably still watch Big Brother online. I got the end of yesterdays.

I am already looking forward to my days off, how pitiful.

I was a busy bee as usual. Sunday was a fun day of talking to my mom about moving in. Me and Sarah spent half the day there then went back to my dads and worked on invitations while watching Big Brother.

Monday I had to figure out finances and go get groceries. I helped Dennis with his workout and when I got home from Aldi I started cooking. After eating I was tired. But I still accomplished all but one of my tasks that day. A big on was cleaning off the table. It was being taken over by paperwork and bills and anything made from a tree. i sat for at least an hour putting things in specific piles.

Tuesday another busy day, woke up took shower, went to Dermatologist(first time) They took two of my moles, which consists of poking me with a needle, I really hate that, about three time in each place. My stomach and my forehead. Well my forehead bothered me all day. I do have roscea and was given a pill and some cream for my acne. Yeah! So off to Jackis we walked through a fun little store in Channahon and then worked on trades at her house until 6:00ish. I then went straight to my dads house and me, my sister and her friend made stuffed chicken. Freakin hilarious. We were drinking a little. It was Lora's combination, Grape UV, sprite and sweat and sour. very tasty just like a grape Popsicle. We were cooking with lots of oil and trying not to catch anything on fire. We sat around for a couple hours watching TV and laughing at my ass head. Story. Sarah gave me petroleum jelly and who knows where it has been so we were laughing because a baby ass was going to grow on my forehead. Either way I left at 11:00 and barely did anything but get in bed when I got home. Sleep sucked by the way too. I was having stupid dreams and I don't think I was in a deep sleep even though I had crazy dreams.

So back to today. Back to being organized and I feel like the dark cloud is slowly moving away.
I will be very busy this month with moving and all.

Bye all.

Fuck.......

Can I just please get some good news.

I am trying so hard to deal with everything and my body just can't handle it.

Please (crossing fingers) good news.

I have so many different mood swings. I cried all the way home from work, then like a zombie I walked around Walmart to get some food.

No one was available to talk to me so my mind took over. I still need to look at my fuses. Can I have a decent day to pull my car into the garage.

It doesn't help that I am in my PMS week which might be PMDD. I am on YAZ. but I'm not sure if it takes a month or two to start working. I just feel so crazy. no one really understands why I act like I do either. You would have to go through it I guess. So this week of all weeks, then next week I will try not to literally go insane. Its going to be hard.

Just two things to happen and I can start over.

I hate that I can't put a better post out. I will try later.

Note: I want to attack my co-worker with his stank ass food. Why does it smell so bad that I want to scream and throw up. I want to leave but where do I go. These are the stupid little things that add to the huge things.

I 've got to get out of here.............................................

Lots of Big Brother...and more

Even though I was busy when I walked in to work I was able to finally sit down eat my oatmeal and start catching up on my shows. With going to WI skiing and Sarahs birthday in general I haven't seen much. I just remember what I need to watch next, haha. I knew there was more.

So 2 episodes of Survivor and 5 episodes of Big Brother. You can get behind really fast in Big Brother. I enjoyed watching in all and I was surprised that both Survivor and Big Brother had similar competitions so close together. The fish challenge for BB9 and the coconut challenge for Survivor. Same concept, funny huh.

My to favs in the house are Matt and Natalie and James and Chelsia. They have always been my favs and I am glad they are still in the house. Funny they are kinda against each other.

I also was happy to see that Cirie was able to take charge of the couples team on Survivor. I like how that changed the game. I really like Ozzie and James as player, personalities and to look at. Parvati and Amanda not so much. But I will get mean here for a second, but if it makes me happy go for it, right.

Here is my break down of Survivor cast of FAVS:

Ozzie: love him, Hottie McHot, he can be my babies daddy any day.

James: He is funny and so open about what he is gonna say. No filter there.

Cirie: I wasn't too sure about her, I love that she took charge.

Parvati: I have a problem looking at her fucking stupid ass grin all of the time.

Amanda: Jealous for one that shes hooking up with Ozzie, but not really a fav.

Johnathan: no feelings has crazy eyes, kinda looks like a killer, want him to go next.

Ami: She seems cool I think she can fall under the radar for awhile.

Eliza: Bug eyes can go home.


Now for my Big Brother Breakdown:

Matt: Hottie McHot II, Love the accent, love his attitude and his smile.

Natalie: I don't like the socks look she has going especially with a bathing suit, weird. She is able to keep the peace with people.

James: He is crazy cool. I think he has what it takes to win the game. Always smiling.

Chelsia: She seems cool and down to earth. Up front.

James: Jen is going to break his heart. He is a teddy bear.

Allison: Don't care for her. Plays the game fucked up. Talks too much, gets her in trouble.

Sheila: I hated her at first, but she is not that bad.

Adam: I call him Sponge Bob. He seems like a nice guy, even if he could live under sea.

Joshua: The way he talks bothers me, a pronunciation thing. Hes okay

Sharon: Holy Debbie Downer face. Feed her or something. shes okay too i guess.

Whos your favs? I would like to know.

Looking forward to Sunday BB9.

Bye.