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i FEEL LIKE STRANGLING SOMEONE, SOMETHING, i DON;T GIVE A SHIT WHAT.

i AM HAPPY i AM LEAVING THIS STUPID RETARDED FILLED OFFICE.

i DON'T GIVE 2 SHITS WHO DIED WHEN THE FUNERAL IS WHAT YOU ATE HOW YOU FEEL.

OMR HAS GOTTEN ON MY LAST NERVE, REMEMBER THE BUBBLE i COULD BEAT HIM WITH IT.

oH AND OTHER THINGS HAVE GOTTEN ON MY NERVES WITH LIFE, ILL FEEL BETTER TOMORROW.

i STILL HOPE MY PREGGIE BUDDIES HAD GREAT DAYS. :)

I am leaving on a jet plane...no just a car

I am outie people hope you enjoyed my blogging. Time for food in my belly.

See ya

A little too excited...

No I didn't piddle, but I did slap my boss around.

You know when you get excited and start hitting, well I got a little too comfortable and smacked my boss a couple of time. I won 50 dollars. But I am sure I could of left the slapping out of it. A little uncomfortable, I am sure he was shocked. At least I didn't smack him anywhere else.

The gross thing is that is was kinda giggly. I am cracking up right now.

Has this ever happened to you?????

Makeshift Panty liner

Oh yeah this is a interesting one.

So I go to bathroom on the casino side and notice oooh I am leaking, damn. So I make a makeshift pantyliner. I used to do this in school. I fold up a piece of toilet paper and put it where the pantyliner should go. Obviously it doesn't stick but it usually stays in place for awhile.

So the whole reason I do this is I need to sit with the printer dude for god only know how long. No big deal right. Well not so much. Stupid face that never put the printer in the room caused me to walk out on to the casino floor. I am walking and feel something on my ass. UMM its the makeshift, as I was walking it is creeping up my butt crack area, oh crap. Is any body going to see it through my pants, like a night time pad? Horrible, so I let printer dude in and go to the bathroom it made it to my back, Seriously, only me, what the F.

So now I have to make a new one and put it further up toward the front so it doesn't happen again, because now I have to go to lunch...dundundun It was okay, believe me I was very aware of it. I am always afraid it will come out my pant leg, Wouldn't that be embarrasing.

Moral of the story. Come on people put tampon machines that don't cost money in for your employees. I get free ones in my office.

I did get a little angry

OMR (old man river) never put the huge 50 pound printer in the patchroom like I asked him to that stupid mother shithead fucker. Serious dude I hate you. I am not even sure if he is competent any more. So when I walked into the patchroom with the printer guy it all came out. Where the F is was Fing printer. I hate that stupid F'er. What the F. Yeah there was more.

But on a better note, I won 50 buckaroos. Well not real buckaroos..are buckaroos little cowboys???

You know $50, from work, too cool it only took 6 f'ing years. Woweewowwowwow, as quoted by Christopher Walken. I have been weirdly getty today, whats the deal.

I haven't killed anyone yet

So I am okay been here for an hour. So far so good. No one has pissed me off. I am in my own little world. I had a granola bar and yogurt for breakfast. I don't know what I am going to have for lunch, I never made my chicken salad. I made the chicken but never finished. I was pooped.

I made Salsbury steak with mashed potatoes and green beans and rolls. Not exactly the best for me but I can't diet. If I have food in the house I eat it. When I go shopping next I buy some healthier stuff.

I should get on my hamster wheel at Cardinal tonight but I won't get off until 8:30. I wanted to sleep in on my fun period day okay. So I have to pay for it at work. Oops.

I will watch Weeds and blog...cool?

Okay I hope my preggie girls are feeling better today.

Bye.

Jacki are you happy...

I hope you are happy this is probably the most times I have ever blogged in my blogging history. \

I guess i had alot on my mind.

Jacki wanted more blog to read before she went to bed so I delivered.
I need to blog more anyways.

Rearrage my stamp room

I will try to get you a picture tomorrow of my stamp/spare/computer/extra crap room.

I need to rearrage it badly. I would work in there more if I had more room. If I had more light. If I had more time.

The bed takes up alot of space and I have a vanity that I do not use. I need more tables. Maybe I can buy my moms, wonder if she would sell it to me. It is one of those hard plastic top tables.

I will keep the blog updated on my room situation and if I make changes to it.

5 things I feel right now.

1. I have cramps I shouldn't have cramps I took Aleve arrrrrrggggggg

2.My nose is stuffy

3.My nails have grown out and look pretty.

4. I have two options for Dinner. Salsbury steak or Ham Steak. These are both Dennis meals I really don't feel like either.

5. Im ready to go home 20 mins. to go.

New Look

I have a new look for my blog I hope everyone likes it. It is different, I needed change.
My last stamp class reminded gave me this color idea.

Make sure you check out my poll on the right.

Long Grove

My mom and sister got into a little argument yesterday. I hope that we all can get along to go on this shopping trip. I really want everyone to be happy and in good spirits. No negitiveness.
I hope they are good I don't know if they are going to call each other. I might have to be the mediator?

Looks like no rain in the forecast but that can always change. I want a beautiful day please, I said please.

I want a new look.

I want a new haircut. I want something that curly and straight both look good. I want to be able to wear it down more. The color is fine. I did alot of blond highlights now I wouldn't mind some dark reds for the fall.

I want new glasses more oval shaped. But I would love to be able to wear contacts all of the time. I need to get some good feeling contacts. Now I want to rip my eyes out when I wear them.

I really want bare esscentuals make-up I am asking for it for x-mas. I have never used it but every one that has loves it and they look great. I am still getting blemishs, come on already.

Getting in shape. Start to wear mediums again and maybe my boobs will lose a little weight too.

Eating Good in the Neighborhood

So I figured that I am gaining my weight back. Here is the thing my weight is my stupid square abdomen. It is long and square and stupid. I want a waist. I have seen people of all sizes have a waist. My pants fall down. Alot of clothes look stupid on me. Sarah has a waist and stuff looks cute on her. Dammit I really hate looking bigger than I am or feel in pictures. Give me a break. I have skinny calves and I love them but my legs are out of wack, my thighs are fat on the inside instead of the outside. And as much as people hate that I would have some curve at least.

This guy on the casino tells me I am waisting away to nothing. Thanks but I don't like the way I look. So I am the only one that can change it so I will. I really just need to know what to work on and I'll do it. If I have a specific challenge it is so much easier for me.

So I am going to the Gym, I am just watching what I eat and maybe eat more times a day (snacks) Sarahs losing weight that way.

I said in an earlier post I want to do something different so I am going to look for a different avenue of working out. i did Kick boxing once. It definately gets your heart rate up .
So I'll let you know when I find out.

Everyone is unhappy in someway about there bodies mine is really my shape. In high school i was a stick and had no boobs. 34B if I remember correctly. Now 38 D's. I would be happy with C's. I look at pictures and I had no idea how I let my body go. No we can't usually go back to our high school figure, but I really want to do this right and have a healthy body.

Crampy cramp cramps

Yeah I started my period and I am really tired and out of it.

Tomorrow is the red zone, watch out!

I am so calm and collected the first day and I wake up the second day and everything i think comes out of my mouth. I mean yeah I feel like my crotch is going to fall off. But as long as I take Aleve I don't feel cramps I just feel crabby and testy.

This is the day that I wish I had a bubble and no one could hear me. I would have a button to talk like a intercom. I wouldn't have to listen to anyones bullshit or stupid comments(I get alot of those at work). I would also have the option to play music. I would start will the first Linkin Park album all the way through the last. Then I might be ready for some calming music. Corrine Bailey Rae would be nice. I just remebered I had that CD and it is missing. Actually I am missing alot of CD's I need to find them. Whatever. I WANT A BUBBLE!

But as of right now everything is okay.

Churkey

I was talking to my sister today talking about making chicken salad and taking the chickens and turkeys temp and because I am a psycho about chicken being done.

I called it Churkey accidently just some more Jenish or Jenisms according to Jacki. She has saved many of mine

OMR

Old Man River has no respect for me and gets under my skin. He doesn't even look at me when I am talking. I have no reason to help him because of his attitude. Until he learns this maybe we can be a shift.

Yeah a overview

Sunday: Finally a day of me and Dennis to go out. It was between traversos and Olive Garden. He chose Olive Garden, it didn't matter to me. I didn't want to make any decisions.

So the day started in Wilmington, we stayed the night instead of driving home the night before. We slept until 12:00, Holy sleep in, unfortunatley I went to sleep about 12:00 am and got too much sleep for me. We came home took a shower and started to get ready. I was already starting to get exhusted already. Finally we were ready and decided to run some errands to get them out of the way. It was a million and a half degrees outside so that didn't help all of the in and out we were doing. Either way finally food we were freaking starving it was like 4:00 already and I had a tiny cookie and some water. I made sure to tell the host exactly what we wanted. Over years of ruined dinner dates we have learned. I asked for a full booth(no some half ass small ass booth) not in the back corner(this is a echo room, horrible you get more than one person talking and you want to kill yourself or everyone around you. So we got a nice booth and enjoyed our meal. There was a kid behind us who screamed for the fun of it so I tried to tune it out. I have been around my share of screaming kids but I just want an hour or two to eat without someone screaming in my ear.
By the time I got half way through my meal I wanted to lay down. What the hell, I was tired as shit. We left soon after and I layed down in the car until we got home. Then I went to sleep for an hour on the couch. Like 12 hours isn't enough. It was relaxing for the most part.

We went shopping at Walmart and picked up Starbucks,yum so I could stay awake.

Picked up the movie The Ex, we like Jason Bateman so we thought it would of been funnier, but they added this stupid drama that could of been left out so I give one and a half stars.

Monday: I woke up around 10:00am and got up so I didn't oversleep again. I just sat and watched TV for a while. Then I saw donuts on TV and had to have some. So off to Dunkin I go. I got a Lemon and a Peanut. I am not a big donut eater either. They were tasty, then I felt to full and wished I only had one.

I had the fun of going to my gyne to work out problems with not getting my birth control. By the way I hate the women in that office. They are mean uphappy and have attitiude they like to put me on hold and never come back, they like to lose my information that put me into a hormonal craziness because I wasn't taking my BC pills. So I finally made the decision to leave that office. can't take it anymore.

Well that led to Walgreeens more fun and still have no pills. I am going to call today if i find time.

I went to see my sister who is in the card making kick. So I brought a bunch of my stuff, a whole freaking box, over there.
We went shopping at Kohls, I just wanted some goucho pants, they must not make them anymore, I couldn't find them anywhere. So I got a pair of long shorts. Then to the shoe section, If I was with Jacki she would of ran the other way or brought her pillow. I hate the fact that shoes don't fit me. So it takes a long time to find shoes. I was in a hurry so it didn't take as long. Now I got shoes they are cute and new and fun and my feet don't breathe. Thats bad for me. so I have to take them back. Boo. I hope I find the same type of shoe but a different style. Sarah has them I just need my size. We couldn't get out of there fast enough.
I was craving Taco Bell, Burrito supreme with extra sour cream. I haven't had that in forever.
We watched bad tv The Hills, first time I had ever watched that. Then we made some cards. She actually made the cards I help with the design and colors.

Tuesday: I woke up and took a walk because my back was hurting. I tooka shower and had just enough time to go to work at Froasty Tips, i stopped at Jimmy Johns and State Farm to make sure my insurance was back to normal. My multiline was taken off but now its back on. I made a point to not go to the Bitch that fucked up my life earlier this year. I worked 12:30 to 5. Jacki, Ed and Mia came for ice cream, yea!!! Jacki was wearing a skirt the lady that she is kept flashing her baby maker, thats funny, baby maker hehe. Mia was running around and enjoyed her ice cream I have pics I'll put on later. I went home changed and went to work out, Holy crap it has been months, I am paying for it I might as well go. It still sucks, I would so rather to kick boxing or yoga or pilates or hip hop. Something. i will look into it and see what i come up with.
I came back from working out starving. So I want chicken and Dennis rarely eats chicken so I can make him Italian Sausage, but i am missing some ingredients. So with 15 mins before Aldi closes I leave my house get to Aldis shop for 10 things and leave right at 8:00 on the dot. i am just that good. Then it gets better I return home to cook three meals at once. Shake and Bake Chicken with Mac and cheese. Fresh Italian sauage green peppers and red sauce and egg salad for my lunch. I was like chef Borordee in that bitch. Dennis helped it wasn't all me, he did some cutting and stirring stuff. I finally sat on the couch and vegged for the rest of the night.

That was my time off not so relaxing I guess, better than last week though.

Song for Jacki and Jayme

I am not feeling great today. My allergies are kicking. So I am talking to Jacki on the phone and we were talking about babies, and how cool it is that Jacki and Jayme are having babies days apart. So Jacki commented that they were humping on the same day.
So enjoy my song I started singing. Picture muppets head movements side to side.

Humping on the same day.
Jacki and Jayme are gonna have a baby.

Check out her blog
Http://www.justjayme.blogspot.com/


Yeah funny huh.

I love to cuss

I love it. It is hard not too and If I am angry I need to do.
If I am trying to explain something I need it.
If I am happy I need to do it.

So examples:

Who the F%& are you looking you dirty B^*&^

Where is my F!$*&ing brush.

Holy S*&t I am so F*&^ing happy.

Cont. Crazy rant

Okay to continue:

Leo: Chinese guy who was hired by Asshole Manager from earlier. Asshole manager hired him because his mail order bride was Chinese. How wmbarassing. The manager is the only one that could under stand him. This guy was nice but you couldn't understand a word he said. It was bad I tried reading his lips but I swear he would throw words in I didn't know. He got confused easily and got important numbers and letters turned around. Oh by the way he always smelled like raw fish. Gag.

Yuriy: Russian guy with very heavy accent couldn't really understand him either. He did not like the fact that I was a younger woman teaching him anything. He got me so upset while training I literally bit myself to keep from strangling him. Oh and it hurt. He also brought with him a wonderful smell of not bathing I believe.

I can't remeber her name: I was so happy when she started she was a woman she spoke English and we got along. Only problem she has comments about everything. The way the dept. was run, the casino was run, my shift was run. She got so involved with what was right and wrong she freaking left. By somewhat normal kinda crazy person.

Murcie: I like Murcie. she is on nights now. But she wasn't too hard to train and didn't reak of anything and spoke freaking English as a first language. Yeah and not crazy.

Howard: Why did Murcie leave me why. This one was special he was normal in the beginning, he was untrainable also because he believed he knew everything. His ego was the size of Kentucky.
He reaked of ass and after speaking with him a couple times the smell was probably the prositute he was with that night. It was really bad I gaged a couple times and had to leave the room. He also was an hour or more late every single damn day. Yeah for me right, Jeez. Why he got fired because IGB pulled his badge.

And that brings us back to James OMR. I am so lucky, please i am sure you can feel my pain.

All of the above people but the manager were my reliefs. That is a small portion of the crazy people I work for.

The ones that stand out the most:

Betty: She can fall off of a cliff for all I care. She is a cold hearted bitch. Who is the devil who tries to get everyone fired to keep herself out of the light. I have had so any problems with her I could be here for a year typing. So visual, short spiky hair. wears mens slacks and shirts, she has a roomate that is really her girlfriend. Like to make really loud noises IE. clicking pen, banging on desk etc and stares at you while doing it. Crazy Devil Bitch summed up. Thank God I never have to see her.

Wes: he is my manager not the one from above. He is cool on alot of things but has some pretty bad downfalls. Has no balls to stand up for his dept or to his boss. He is always whinging that he is a horrible manager and doesn't like to get involved with telling people what to do. He makes stupid comments or jokes or open ended questions constantly. Drives me up a freaking wall.AHHHH.

Gary: Ha yeah my director, he has no balls, I think he hates people in general. He lies to us all of the time. Sucky sucky sucky.

So I was so excited at the beginning of the year because I thought that I was getting another job. I mean I started taking things home. Thats how much I thought I had the job. Well that fell through, boo and I am still here. I am on the look out again. Epecailly after relieving the past 6 years of Bliss here at good old Hollywood.

I need a new job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Going home soon- crazy rant out of know where..enjoy

I am on day of 5 of seven and except for new guy aka "old man river" to me and Sarah. I have had a decent week.

If you read my earlier post I accomplish all of my goals but one that I had no control over. Busy Busy. It just makes me look better.

So, OMR (old man river), long story short.

He can see well
Got into argument with me.
Gives me attitude.
Likes to touch women, not me, and will probably get fired for it.
Again likes to argue anything.
I have been pretty much ignoring him and lost out on being trained by me.
I can only train people that are willing to listen. Oh yeah maybe right a couple notes down.
He likes to rip things out of your hands. WTF seriously.
Oh and I don't think he can hear or he is just an arrogant prick because I can hear every F'ing word that comes out his mouth across the room. Come on give me a break.

So this is the reason this hurts so bad.
This is my line of people I have had to train and work with in the past

Mananger I got fired. Prick hated me and fired Jayme just because she was pregnant. No lie.

Fran - I loved Fran I didn't have to do shit after 2:00pm she didn't let me. Cool. Her downfall she broke things and didn't know how to fix them. a little crazy frazzled.

Shunna - First person I trained I train her to the freaking T and she left soon after to work for the IRS or FBI good for her.

Vicki - Holy crap okay Ilatlian lady who complained about everything couldn't get a story right if she tried. Claimed everyone in the casino called her V, not so much, that is what she called herself when telled her crazy wrong info stories.

So this is just the beginning it is time for me to go: believe me it gets better.
Read it tomorrow and I will finish.

BYE and Im out.

Randomness...things to come

http://www.longgroveonline.com/
Things to come in near future



Labor Day weekend: The girls in the family will be going on our first shopping trip in Long Grove. I am really exctited about this, I was there some years ago and it is a really cool beautiful place to shop. I love the homes turned into shops and all of the fun stuff you can't get anywhere else. I would really like to go in the fall, because I love fall, but me and Sarah might go back. It is always a riot with my family. I am just hoping that Lindsay is ready to shop with us because it is an all day thing. Oh and the funny thing is that it is Irish Days that weekend so we will fit right in.

Check out the website if you've never been there before it is a great experience.


Sarah was talking about getting pictures done of the family. Not professional but maybe semi professional.

Here is what she wants:



A pic of me, dad, her, and Darryl in front of the Frosty Tips.



A pic of us outside somewhere, wooded area, probably dressed up.



A pic of me Sarah and Lindsay wearing the same shirt. We all have the same shirt from Old Navy all in different colors. We didn't buy them together. Weird.



A pic of me Sarah Lindsay Mom and Darryl on my moms new steps.



I think that is it?



Well my Aunt does photography as a hobby and we were hoping maybe she could take these pics. She has a nice camera. I just think if we use our cameras we won't get the look we want.



I love taking photos. I should get a good camera so I could take really cool photos, but they are expensive. Then I could tak photos of other people and get paid. Ha funny huh.



Oh yeah I almost forgot;



On November 15th a day before my birthday me Darryl and Sarah are going to the Rialto to see Carlos Mencia. I will give him a second chance he was hilarious but I met him and he didnt' say shit and made us pay for a picture, give me a f'ing break.



Thats all I can think of.

Working Working Working and hey more Working

I have working a little bit of overtime to get caught up on bills.

But my days are going by pretty quickly, because I have taken on as many projects that I can. It keeps me from looking at the clock.

I am ordering containers for our offices. I have to find the right type of container then size up the racks to make sure they fit and figure out how many are needed.

I have to order new tools for the office because people are stealing them I think.

I am heading the tape storage program. All of our backups go on tapes. These tapes used to go to our warehouse in a gun safe, funny huh.
So we have a contract with a company to pick them up for us and destroy what we don't need.
I do all of the archiving of our backups in the system so it would be only right I work with this program.

We have a POS "registers" upgrade coming up, they want me to come in at 2:00am on Wends the 22nd. Sucky! ButI have so many registers that need a program added to them before the upgrade. So I will be doing that.

We have a bunch of PC's that need to be install at certain locations on the casino. They had what we call green screens, as400, dumb terminals. Alot of times you would see these at mechanic shops. either way there is a bunch of steps that are taken to switch these. I am not sure how many but at least 10.

I need to go to our warehouse and pick up 8 boxes from our safe to continue with the tape program.

Otherwise I usually take phone calls from anyone in the casino that has problems. But we have a new guy and he is doing all of that. I am supposed to be training him.

He did a big no no and started to argue with me and tell me what to do. Not good he would not get off his high horse. He got me so pissed I started shaking and needed to call Dennis just to yell. He did apologize the next day, but he was coersed. So I am letting him do his thing, because he thinks he knows everything. Whatever.

I am on day three out of seven. I am doing pretty good. The only thing that sucks is that I am used to talking to Jacki for a million hours and my sister during the day. Things will go back to normal next week.

So I am going to try to get some of this work done, Yeah!!!

Have a great day!!

Ode to my friends

So this is a small tribute to my good friends. My friends that fall into this category I fully trust with my friendship and everything that comes with that.

So of course there is Jacki:
She is my best friend I can talk to her for hours and then call back 30 mins later and talk for more. We can talk about anything and I mean anything, nothing is left to the imagination and I love that about us. We have each others back. If she needs me for any reason I am there. And the same goes for her. We do have different opinions and views but we are able to share our thoughts and learn from each other. Me and Jacki are huge procrastinator and we procrastinate together like partners in crime. We work well under pressure, its weird but we work better that way. We are working together now not to procratinate so much. We like a challenge so now we challenge each other to get things done. Jacki is a firecracker and when we met at Empress all we did was laugh and bitch a little too. HAHA. One of the most memorable moments Me Jacki and Ed will always remember is when I was so pissed I flew of the handle and cussing up a storm every other word was fuck. When I get angry I also talk 10 times faster than I already do. It came down to Ed making a comment if it was possible to say Fuck anymore. Thats how we got through working there, just trying to keep each others spirits up. I do not have any good friends from High School, so Jacki is the friend that I have had the longest. The biggest thing that we have together is we got each others back. We laugh together, cry together, argue together, and have fun together. We will be friends forever and ever.

Jayme:
Jayme I met working together at Empress in the IS Dept. She started a little after me and the funny story that we have is that I followed her to two other jobs. I did stop following when she became pregnant. I wasn't ready to follow her there. HAHA!
Me and Jayme were able to bitch and complain about our asshole boss at the time pretty much every day. It was fun and a stress reliver. I think I made her laugh alot. She is a good friend and we have been able to relate some things in our lives and there is a wiseness about her even though she is only a year older than me. I pride her on her determination. I want to learn this from her. She has made me feel comforted in times of stress and I really appreciate this and I hope she knows this. She moved to Iowa and I miss her.

Danielle:
Me and Danielle worked to together at Hollywood. She was in accounting and I was in MIS.
Our first impressions of each other wern't the greatest. Some people in her dept. didn't give her a good reprentsation of me and in turn she never smiled to much when I walked by. So of course I am like what up with that.
Either way we must of all went to lunch together and we hit it off. We have similar attitudes. She is a good person and was delt a shitty hand (aka dead beat dad). She is definately a survivor and I am so happy she is where she is now in Iowa. I miss her alot I wish she still lived here, but she has a better life where she is now.

Note: Why has Iowa stolen two of my good friends, whats with that????

Tracy:
Me and Tracy met at Sharp Electronics. We had an interesting dept. there so It was me Tracy and Jayme as the three girls. We talked alot of shit and had a blast on lunches drinking peach bellinis on Fridays or birthdays. We kept each other sane I think. I have kept in touch with Tracy since I left 6 years ago. I have been a bad friend lately with being so busy we haven't talked. But after writing this I am going to call her. When we get to together its a good time.

Sarah:
At last but certainly not least is my sister and twin seperated at birth about 3 years.
We always joke that Sarah cooked longer than me. We have the same voice and talk the same way we even finish each others sentences or say the same thing at the same time and pick up the exact thing(ie. merchandise at the store) and both show each other the same thing. Too Funny . Of course sisters aren't always going to get along and that was the fact growing up and I was kind of a bully but I do appogize now and wasn't aware of what I was doing then. I love having a sister. We crack each other up. Our favorite thing to do is people watch, it doesn't matter where we are. We have been through alot together growing up and nothing comes in between that. We don't always think alike. I am a procratinator and she is not even close. We are there for each other. I love when all of the family gets together. Me, Darryl, Sarah, Lindsay, and Mom same with me, Darryl, Sarah, and my Dad and crack each other up we are a bunch of comedians when we get together.

I am a M&M

Yeah this took me forever. Not making me but figuring out how to get it here.

I love my little m&m.

I will be making Dennis next.

Its Dennis Yeah.