to Jacki, Jayme, Theresa, Sue and anyone else that reads my blog. One of these days I'll fall under that category but for now you are all the Supermoms who get a gold star and a day dedicated to being you.
Obviously I wish my mom Happy Mothers Day. They are getting a little easier. My mom hasn't always been there for me and its sad, but that is another time in my life that I try not to assosiate with Mothers Day. But it is hard. I love my mom and I am trying to see through all of the crap from the past and look toward the future. I just have flashbacks around this time.
A couple years back I actually had a nervous breakdown after looking at cards. I am past that now.
I am grateful to have my mom back as mom.
Me and Sarah are usually a little salty when we talk about the day sometimes, but tomorrow we'll hang out and celebrate the day.
I just wish I knew that my mom would express how bad she feels for the years we can never get back. Right now she just wants to forget them.
I am so sorry this is so drab, Especially on Mothers Day, But this is how I feel.
Everyone have a great day and hugs your kids.
1 comment:
Thank you.
By the way, that is really bright green. Really bright.
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