Bored and lazy

Hi Im bored, there is absolutly nothing left for me to look at on the internet so I am blogging.

I have been really lazy lately and it is actually nice. I don't have to run around with my head cut off on my days off. It will be short lived but it was nice to just hang out. Its funny because almost everyday I was doing something or going somewhere. Just not as crazy.

I really don't spend alot of time at my moms house. I barely look at the computer. I have to fight the both of them for it. It is nice that today at work I don't have to figure out if I have printed everything out or just do the stupid computer stuff.

I did freak out once on my days off but my PMDD kicked in and I was super hormonal freak of nature with the anger and the crying and the depression. My god!
I was freaking about being home and having no place of my own. Dennis's mom bitching about a show we were watching didn't help. i do have to say all of our parents are selfish in some way and also negative. I have been really trying to be positive lately and the stupid negativity is discusting.

I miss my freedom and feel like I have been doing this forever already.

So sorry I haven't blogged I am going to try to more but I really don't feel like people are reading it.