So I figured that I am gaining my weight back. Here is the thing my weight is my stupid square abdomen. It is long and square and stupid. I want a waist. I have seen people of all sizes have a waist. My pants fall down. Alot of clothes look stupid on me. Sarah has a waist and stuff looks cute on her. Dammit I really hate looking bigger than I am or feel in pictures. Give me a break. I have skinny calves and I love them but my legs are out of wack, my thighs are fat on the inside instead of the outside. And as much as people hate that I would have some curve at least.
This guy on the casino tells me I am waisting away to nothing. Thanks but I don't like the way I look. So I am the only one that can change it so I will. I really just need to know what to work on and I'll do it. If I have a specific challenge it is so much easier for me.
So I am going to the Gym, I am just watching what I eat and maybe eat more times a day (snacks) Sarahs losing weight that way.
I said in an earlier post I want to do something different so I am going to look for a different avenue of working out. i did Kick boxing once. It definately gets your heart rate up .
So I'll let you know when I find out.
Everyone is unhappy in someway about there bodies mine is really my shape. In high school i was a stick and had no boobs. 34B if I remember correctly. Now 38 D's. I would be happy with C's. I look at pictures and I had no idea how I let my body go. No we can't usually go back to our high school figure, but I really want to do this right and have a healthy body.
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Eating good is hard. Makes me want to gouge out my eyes. BUT I also would like my pre-wedding hottie body!
Sigh, again I am elprego, so there will be no diet support from me. I will again eat as I please. Especially if this is our last child, I am milking this preg food fest all I can.
Good luck thought, I will be with you in spirit!
I agree on those classes, I need some sort of hip hop class, or kick boxing, I HATE the hamster shit of running on a treadmill. BORING!!
As for shape. Well I am curvy and I like that part, I do like being short, but at 5 foot, any weight gain and I puff out, no where else for it to go.
My biggest gripe is when I say "Oh I wished I weighed 105. And people are like, Jesus that is to small! I wish I was so tiny. Seriously people I am only 5 foot! That is my average weight!
The nice thing about having some weight is I actually have boobs, also thanks to my daugther, the never went away. 34c baby! Yeah! I don't want them any bigger, yikes!
So again good luck, I will support you and eat all the candy and carbs for you!
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