I miss...

Grandma and Grandpa: I really would of like to get to know them in my adult life. I was 14 when they passed way

My family circa 1979-1989: We were so happy and normal and not dysfunctional. We did things together. My parents probably weren't happy, but they did a good job of covering it up.

My House circa 1979-1989: Of course I love my childhood home, so many memories. It was a white house with olive shutters. The kitchen was also all done in olive. We had a huge pine tree in the front yard and a apple tree in the back. We climbed it alot. I remember mint growing and morning glories on the back porch. I also remember playing with fuzzy calipeters. We made apple pies with the apples off of the trees. I would love to be inside that house again.
Fyi: parents in general, you do have a huge part in your childs life, every decisions you make effects memories and how they remember there life an their personalities.
I would love to go back and not have my parents divorce and us all be a huge happy family. I wish I never had to live in Wilmington and my mom not be an alcoholic.
Enough of that cryfest.

Being young, being an adult sucks. I want to only worry about who is playing with my toys, or whats for lunch, or waiting to watch my favorite shows.