http://jenalyn16.blogspot.com/2008/02/im-aliveplease-read-this-comes-from.html
The link above is from the end of February 2008. When I realized my life was changing no matter what.
It is September 2008 and the evil monkey that was beating the shit out of me has gotten off and just makes faces at me every now and then from a distance. Funny huh!
I seriously can breathe, when you are under that much pressure and stress its like every muscle in your body is tense.
I can finally start to save even if it is a little tiny bit at a time and pay more on my bill minimums.
Maybe even buy something for myself. WOW!
It wasn't an easy journey and I lost my pride big time but I got up dusted myself off and said Fuck the world. Whatever! So I am living in a room at my moms, and I drive a lot longer to work. But I am effing happy. That is all that matters in my book. I'm the author dammit.
Either way this is just my blog to myself and my friends, Its a different Jen. I am bound and determined to get what I want and I will get what I want. I just need to procrastinate a little less. Too bad there isn't a medication for that haha.
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