Friday, March 7, 2008

Fuck.......

Can I just please get some good news.

I am trying so hard to deal with everything and my body just can't handle it.

Please (crossing fingers) good news.

I have so many different mood swings. I cried all the way home from work, then like a zombie I walked around Walmart to get some food.

No one was available to talk to me so my mind took over. I still need to look at my fuses. Can I have a decent day to pull my car into the garage.

It doesn't help that I am in my PMS week which might be PMDD. I am on YAZ. but I'm not sure if it takes a month or two to start working. I just feel so crazy. no one really understands why I act like I do either. You would have to go through it I guess. So this week of all weeks, then next week I will try not to literally go insane. Its going to be hard.

Just two things to happen and I can start over.

I hate that I can't put a better post out. I will try later.

Note: I want to attack my co-worker with his stank ass food. Why does it smell so bad that I want to scream and throw up. I want to leave but where do I go. These are the stupid little things that add to the huge things.

I 've got to get out of here.............................................

1 comment:

Jacki McHale said...

Sorry I was unable to talk, it was crazy around here today. Looks like you had a crazy day too. I called your cell a few times, maybe I could catch you at your dads.

Anyway, I will be home all day Saturday. Diane and Donna will be over on Sunday to do Alex's border.

Yeah a free day. Ed will be at Wrigley orientation all morning and then right to Mike's for a Poker tourny, all night. So I am free!

Hope your night was better. Me.