Positive things...

I get my new hot glasses soon.

No more court

By the end of month I will have another account paid off.

I get to work in Jacki's new room on swaps.

I am going to conventional on 17th and 18th w/ stampin friends, yay

Ugh I can't wake up today

I eyes won't even fully open. I grabbed a Frappicino in the bottle from the store and its not doing the trick.

Yesterday was a very long and draining day. Court then work until 11:30 home at 12:30.

But I am going to be able to make my time up. Number one sleep, Fuck sleep right? No love sleep lots of sleep. So I'll try but its a long shot to go to sleep early tonight.

So looking forward to lunch, two hours.

Wake up!!!!!!!!! Thats me yelling at myself. I need my first wind.

Jury Duty over

I was obviously very pissed in my earlier post. I think i have used up all of my fucks for the month, haha.

I am okay. I served my time and ended up on a jury.

Today it ended and I was fortunate enough to be an alternate. I was able to leave with another woman and the rest had to stay and fight it out.

It was not a cut and dry case and I am glad I am here at work. i decided to come in and try to get my real pay.

I do have to say I got into this case and was ready to state my opinion. My opinion was Guilty. i recieved a call from the court and jury stated Not Guilty. So it is definatley a good thing I got to go home.

I am very happy that it is over and I understand someone family or friend may be in this situation needing a jury. You want people in your corner, either way.

So I had some horrible feelings all 3 days about everything. Thank you that is was short and thank you for being over.

Soooo fucking pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yep Im back briefly and pissed as FUCK. i got mother fucking jury duty and they can shove that fucking obligation of a fucking citizen up there fucking ass.

My fucking pay check is going to be fucking affected, I have specific people that need to be paid and the fact that I even half to jump through all of the damn hoops to try to get my full amount of money that my pay check is supposed to be just pisses me off even MORE.

I have Conventional next week, I need to do fucking something for that. Hence I only get Sunday off this week. Fuck a jury seriously. Not this fucking week. i guess its good its not next week. But it could of been on my short week and there wouldn't be soooooooo much anger. I prepared myself for this but when I found out it was going to be for week or longer. Nope fucking lost it. i don't have the time or patience for other peoples problems. I don't feel like acting like God this week either.

Sarah told me she sat for three days for 8 hours each doing nothing...NOTHING i have no time for nothing better things can be done. I would rather do NOTHING on my time. Then got on a trial where they let the guy off. Come on!

I know myself and i know I can't sit back and let that happen. Who knows what will happen but I might as well get it all out of my system now.

i thing the judicial system is bunk and always have. I am sure this is just going to prove my point even further.

I don't see a positive here at all. Sorry but I don't so now that I have freaked the fuck out all over my blog I am going to go on with my day and try to Enjoy tomorrow, my only fucking day off and not by choice.

Im out..............

Im still around. just not blogging`

I get in really weird ruts and just don't feel like talking or blogging. I don't why but I do.

I have done stuff and I have been working my ass off.

Lets see I had a family picnic went to work the midnight shift got off at 7:00am and slept 4 and 1/2 hours then tried finding a battery for my car then worked with my dad from 7-10 then worked again in the morning.

That was a busy day that I don't plan on doing too much. I just want to take the OT while its available.

I am in limbo land.

But things are alright for now and one of these days this week I should update I guess.

Well I outta here. if I mis type again I am going to scream. I effing did it twice as I was typing that sentence. YES Im awesome.

Hair.....

I am thinking of putting a blond streak in the front of my bangs area.
I am so bored of this hair. I need to spice it up.
We'll see. I so am getting it cut and soon. Lots of it cut off. It is way too long.

I was worried it would be unprofessional? I don't know, they can deal with it, hows that.

Then it might need to grow out, hmmm. Maybe more of a strwberry blond color. AHHH

Unsure.

IPOD songs, finally new ones...

Here are my new IPOD songs:

Some of these were Lindsays but some I bought.

Poision - Bel Biv Devoe - from 90's one of my favs

Gimmie More - Britney - love dance songs

Toxic - Britney - love Jacki knows why

Whip it - Devo - My fav song as a kid, I used to act like I was whipping something, surprised?

Summertime - NKOTB - as a nine year old they were my fav band.

Mercy - Duffy - she has a awesome voice, its something different

Handlebars - Flobots - Like this song it has a political undertone, check it out.

I kissed a girl - Katy Perry - I kissed a squirrel

California Dreamin - Mamas and the Papas - My favorite song, I love tons of music

Cry for you - September - good new song

6 underground - Sneakerpimps - oh the memories of this song of late 90's

Burnin' Up - Jonas Brothers - can you believe it, its a good song thought thanks to Linds.

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz - He is so chill and so is his music

When I grow up - Pussycat Dolls - another great dance song. Of course I try the bootie dance they do.

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Blogging

I haven't felt like blogging lately, I blame hormones.

Last week I was in a talkative mood but didn't have the time. Now I have the time but don't wanna.

So I am good. Way bitchy and love it. I feel the power coming back.

My mom and Lindsay are in Texas for four days so house to myself and Dennis. I wish it was on my days off, but its cool anyway. She even bought us some food.

I am looking forward to Joliets fireworks tomorrow. I am sitting on the golf course, dammit. Lets say the last 3 years sucked and I cried. I know stupid fucking fireworks, right. Nope not for me.

Monday is the Push Play concert in Chicago. Me, Sarah and Lindsay are going. It is one of Lindsays bands and her first in Chicago. She has been to Christian concerts before so she does know what it is like to be around all of the people. But she is short and she usually can't see. So big sisters are going to do what ever we can to push her forward.

Just some updates for now.

I need to think of whats been going on lately???

Vinegar and Water....

So hears something funny I said and Dennis said I should blog it. Its funny that he even says that.

So we were just talking and he said he was going to help his mom clean the windows.

He scarcasticly says "I just love the smell of vinegar and water. I guess that the best way to clean your windows it gets them all shiny. "

I replied " Yeah in 1930".

He thought that was hilarious!

So don't be offended if you do clean this way. I am sticking to windex. I am not going to smell vinegar just to have clean windows.

Plus any dig I can get on his mom lately makes me happy.

Random thoughts...scary

I have straight hair.

My tummy hurts.

Waiting for my period to start.

Waiting for end of work.

Need to pack for tomorrow.

Not fun packing your world up just to wake up early.

Tomorrow me and Jacki hang in Chicago.

I didn't get the shoes I thought I wanted at Target

Im a little warm

Maybe I should take off the fleece

Duh

All I got to say is the bitch is back.

Little by little the bitch who didn't give a shit rears it head.

I just watched Bring it On, wow 8 years ago it came out.

i am trying to kill some time.

I hope my hair works for tomorrow.

Now Im stalling.....hmmmm......what to say.....

Peter Piper Picked a pack of peppers, seriously that was the first thing that came to mind.

Hello can we say weirdo without a beardo.

Thats all I'll have to find something else to kill time.

What the F...stop the beeping

They are testing the alarm in my room. I want to jump. How many times does it have to go off!!!

Boo I can't get what I want...

I want to watch Real World...no

I want to watch Tila...no

I want to watch Weeds...no

I tried all of these and they skip, this make me so fing angry. Thats all I want to do.

My eyes are blurry and I'm yawning. Looking at websites isn't keeping my attention, this really isn't doing the job either, but I thought I would kill some time.

Congrats to me. When I signed in I saw that I have blogged 300 times, Holy Shit! Thats alot of talking.

I had a chicken pot pie today that was the bomb, yummy yummy.

I am happy that I will have a couple dollars left over this check. Nothing crazy, I can pay for some little things. But the majority of the money is going to stupid ass gas. Ridiculous! I know you all feel me.

I get off soon and I am ready I have been bored today. I have also made some calls to figure out what and how bills are gonna get paid.

I have these really annoying hiccups and I have no one to scare them out of me. This is the third time today What the F.

I rearranged my desk at work, Nothing too crazy but enough for me to notice, it looks cleaner. I always want clean organized stuff when it comes close to my period. I also am headstrong around this time also. I want to accomplish everything. I kinda lose my procrastination a little bit. Weird. That doesn't even start to explain me.

So guess what, being that I am more open to voice myself around this time too. I am going to explain about me in an upcoming blog. You will hear it here all about me and why I am the way i am. Maybe everyone will get a upclose look and try to understand how this clock works.

Im just out of it...

I have been exhusted since the beginning of my work week. Its my body. No energy canostantly yawning. Really just feeling out of it. I also just noticed that I seem kinda warm. But I don't feel sick.

I'm not sure if I just need more sleep. This week I haven't vbeen sleeping well or too long. Last night I got three and a half hours.

The weird thing is I though I would have a bunch of energy being I rode my bike on al of my days off.

I just know I don't like it too much. I have had a twitching eye for at least 4 or 5 days. that drives me up a wall.

I do plan on trying to sleep and still get exercise this upcoming time off.

In less than an hour I get to go home. well we all know there no such thing. But I will be staying at Dennis's.

He want to go to the his beach club tomorrow but he also wants his friend to come. ehh not really feeling that too much. I barely know the guy and don't feel like spending time with him. So I know Dennis is upset that I poo poo the idea and all. But we will see tomorrow i guess. I just don't feel like sharing I guess. I don't feel like being fake and entertaining. Not that I would I don't know how I feel. Just a stupid little itty bitty thing that is stressing me a little. Whatever.

Thats it all. I dont' have too much to say or the energy to type it all out.

i did have fun with my sisters last night. I will blog about it at a later date.

Bike Riding, Bike Riding and more Bike Riding

Is this how cowboys feels. Whats that called? RAW HIDE?

So of course more bootie pain.

But we all had fun

Sunday: Me and Sarah went on a bike ride. Again sunny as can be then by the time are bikes are out and ready to go it gets all cloudy. So we go anyways. This time we went much further than before because trees were down last time and we had no choice. We did come across people on horses and a strange man. I didn't have my mase with me, damn. But he might just be a biker who knows. Note to self; Bring MASE. Well the further we went the more horrible the sky looked and we started seeing lightning and hearing thunder. So we decided to double time it back. It took about half the time it did to bike there. We put the bikes in the garage and walla downpour and wind and hail. That would of SUCKED big time if we got stuck in it.

Monday: Me Sarah and Lindsay went on a bike ride. I would ride Lindsays bike so I was able to get a nice mountain bike for $25.00 from a garage sale(thanks Jacki and Sue for looking out).
So now all three of us can bike together. So off we go to Custer Park to the playground. We had a ton of fun. I pushed Lindsay on the tire swing. We took tons of pictures. Sarah got her butt stuck going down a slide, we swung, and went on the monkey bars. We took a break under one of the platforms wear there was shade and ate our snacks that we bring in a backpack that I wear.
After all of the fun back on the bikes we go on the bike trail. Holy crap The biking didn't even fase Lindsay. She never stopped peddling nor got tires like me and Sarah. We went really far and right at the end. Lindsay takes a dive. OUCH! So sisters to the rescue. We used the last of the water to rinse off her hand and knee, both bleeding. Then Sarahs smart idea was to bring bandaids just in case anything ever happened. So I had bandaids and neosporin in the backpack and fixed her up. Well that wasn't the only thing that needed fixing. Her chain was loose and got stuck somewhere it shouldn't of been. It took alot to get it loose and back on. Me and Sarah has very greasy hands and no way to clean them, so we just wiped it with the last piece of paper towel we had. So we had a fun day together and of course Sarah fried herself because she refuses to wear sunscreen sometimes.

Tuesday: Me and Jacki didn't go on a bike ride, we went on a bike excursion. I had no idea we were going as far as we did. Now we usually would walk with the kids but they were with Gigi and Papa. So Jacki decided to bike instead. I saw the greater Channahon area alright. Wow I didn't know some of these places existed. The most fun was the huge and I mean huge hills we went down to get to the canal. We saw a doe deer on the trail. I started clapping at in and it just looked at me. When we started to walk toward it it eventually left. It was a nice trail with water and both sides for most of the ride. Other interesting things that happened. Jacki asked a boy/girl scout troop for food. No go they brought there own lunches. Jacki asked a younger guy for granola bar or cheese and he looked at us weird but went inside and brought out granola bars. Then finally back into her subdivision she asked another man for water and his kid brought us 2 bottles of water. We were so happy to finally be on her street. It was a long trek.

That was a whole bunch of bike riding all in a row. But I am happy that I am getting exercise and having fun doing it.