I have been wanting to get away like vacation all by myself for awhile now. But it kinda freaks me out to do anything by myself. I don't really want anyone to be with me though. Lately I feel like pulling back again. Regain something, I don't know. I feel that I am treated differently and I don't like it. I have gotten some sanity back and not so buried under 6 feet of dirt. Maybe 3 feet of dirt but I need something and I don't know what it is exactly yet. Maybe I don't want to be stolen if I go away let alone anyone allow me to go on my own. So it would have to be somewhat close by.
I don't like this feeling of pulling back from the people around me. Maybe thats why things haven't been bothering me too much. Who knows. As soon as I figure out this weirdness which I have a feeling that I know some of it I will let you know. Just not today and not now.
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You know you can always come out here for a few days. You won't be alone but you'll be away be in the middle of nowhere ;)
I know how you feel. It's hard. You're so young and you have so many responsibilities. I'm here if you need to talk about it. If not, that is OK, too.
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